::ME::
In a place of voidness, I need colours. Blue, Red, Green.
May the colours tell of a story that will not let me regret.
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Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Running away!
Escapism is a form of self-deceit, it is one of the solutions the wise urges the young ones not to take. However I think there are certain situations where this method is the best or the only method available.
It is not that I do not want to see you guys again, however the need is just not strong, in fact any other dates available will greatly override the need to see you all. I wonder what has happened to allow such weak bonds formed or were there even bonds in the first place? To much disgrace, I must say, not even do I want to meet those who were close to me before. There is just too much of a distance for us to be close ever again. Hence irregardless of how many times the tugging and pulling is done, I will just loosen myself and ease out of the way. With the whole event over now, there shouldn't be any more tugging or pulling until the next ever event shall rise again. Therefore, I am yet safe again, as I have never allowed myself to fall too deep into the river of lies. To be on pretense is what I wouldn't deny having done, but to be on a pretense that should be held for as long as the connection between us remains, that I cannot do, for myself and for the others. However, the truth is too harsh to come out of my mouth too, hence neither will words be heard, nor faces be seen. And so, I shall run away, far away from you all, from my past.
Dim sum buffet was GREAT!!! I am sure we ate our worth of money! And since Soo Hwee couldn't join us, we can GO AGAIN!!! WHOO~~~!!! Isn't it a wonder to see a great bowl of food chugged down the gut into the stomach and never realise the potential our stomach have of storing large quantities of food! I am always amazed at how much my brother can eat and always try to picture the same image of food inside his body, sort of like an X-Ray vision or something, maybe next time I can dissect a living thing that has eaten a large amount of food and see how it all fits together. Maybe him.
Don't try to pull so hard, the knot will become tighter.
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