::ME::
In a place of voidness, I need colours. Blue, Red, Green.
May the colours tell of a story that will not let me regret.
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Thursday, July 17, 2008
A Load of CRAP.
I just downloaded a lot of stuff at home. From me. Yes. If it is to be measured in computer storage space, I would assume its unit to be GIGABYTES. Yes. It's that much. And I'm sure it would be more than 1kg. I still cannot accept the gain in weight even after I had 5 straight days of exercise. Do not mislead me into thinking of it as muscle mass. Because I'm sure what I've done is more of losing the mass then gaining it. We shall know tomorrow how mush crap I unloaded. Haha.
An afterthought from reading JM's post on PE, I dun really agree. What I mean is, well, not that I would spend that time studying, but it is needed of me to lose my weight in the pace of studying as well. I see the need, it's there, for a long time already. Haha. I have lost all hopes of passing my Nafpha and in the process of preparing myself mentally for the EXCESS training in NS. And to do that, my physical form can't be too pathetic too. So I see the need to gym, to exercise. I don't want to be the last man running. Yes, I have that desire. Not for academics. Don't ask me why. I'm sure most of us will face this dilemma. And to think I used to complain of PE too. Even though I would prefer gyming to PE. Haha.
I'm blogging despite me having lots and lots of work tomorrow. Actually, today can be considered as one of the days that has the least workload. Well, I can't do maths for goodness sake, and I still can't find my Ionic Equilibrium notes for tomorrow's time trial. So I am doing research for econs now (later). I have a vague idea of what to write, but I just don't want to. Yes. Hardwork!!!!!!!! Haha. This few weeks, I've been crammed up to my neck, even though I still feel I have some slack, but it's the first time I truly did my work other than those times from primary school. I can proudly nod in agreement to Mr Ng's tutorial answer for the first time, because I did my work. However, there's still those undone but at least I have progressed. Haha. Mrs Logan said we need to sacrifice. I am. Time. Youth. Fun. Enjoyment. Etc. There's so much. And what can studies do? Help to earn more money. Money can't buy happiness. And so, I still won't be happy in the end. that's biased but I don't care.
Ok, I still have 6 minutes left, of the 30 min time allocation given for blogging. SEE! I am PLANNING my time!!! Haha. GOOD BOY TONY TAN!!!! YES YES YES!!! JIAYOU!!!! (self-motivation works!!!!!!)
My horoscope today - With a gentle touch and an open heart, much can be accomplished.
I should open my heart to academics, I did.
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