::ME::
In a place of voidness, I need colours. Blue, Red, Green.
May the colours tell of a story that will not let me regret.
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Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Unreasonable!
I woke up super early today to run at east coast park with the crazy girls. We did not really work ourselves out, but i do hope to believe I lost some water weight. Haha. Even though I drank a huge cup of ice lemon tea afterwards. And then, we had a wonderful and EDIBLE (but not sure lethal) meal of beef bolognese spaghetti at Xin Yi's house. Then we watched movies including 881. I think that movie is very nice! Haha. Watched halfway only though. And for the first time, I had 2 girls that were cosying up to me! Haha. Please note girls, my thigh is very sore already. Haha. And then uncle Aaron finally came. And I realised something. He got skinnier with a smaller waist, while I well... erm... you get it. Maybe those pounds which he shed came to me for solace. Haha. So I too should lose them! However, I am going to Penang to 'stock up' so, there'll be more things to lose.
My father says I went out too much. After thinking for a long time, which I mentioned before, a measly 4-5 times only. However, he takes both trips to Penang and Perth into consideration. Thus it has become over 15 outings. What a way to count. I was trying to find an agreement to his unreasonable methods from my mum yet she gave such a wonderful answer in which I had an issue with since I took my first major exam, PSLE. She says, I cannot go out too much because, I did very badly for my promos. I must say, it's not the kind of results that will make one beam. But I got promoted. And looking at the NUMERALS, it's not such a bad number either. However, I think the only parents that link the amount of time I spent on recreational activities to the amount of 'results' I get is my parents. And so I asked, 'Does that mean if I get very good results, I can go out more?' 'We'll see about that. You get that kind of results first.' Do they not know how to enticed me with better rewards so that I'll try to work harder?! All they know is "You show me the money, I show you the goods". I swear I will not be that kind of a lousy parent.
So I have set myself a target. I want to go to SMU. Take whatever business course that I might fancy. In fact. I only would want business. NOTHING ELSE. And then I tell her. She says 'you get the results first then WE consider what course you take.' Isn't it my life? My choice?! Oh well. Aiya. I am just ranting off anyway. What can I do? They are my parents. And I am the result of their combined chromosomes. Let's just hope I am not like any of them.
What a fucked-up family.
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