::ME::
In a place of voidness, I need colours. Blue, Red, Green.
May the colours tell of a story that will not let me regret.
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Thursday, November 5, 2009
Hi everyone! Bet you've been checking up on my blog everyday! Well there's so much stuff happening yet so little time to blog it all down. And I'm not busy with FB applications like Farmville or Jackpot Slots or ANYTHING OK! Yes. I was truly busy, busy with LIFE!
Just last month, we had an exercise in camp. It was a good experience, we learn from mistakes and also we are able to feel the atmosphere of a higher threat level. However, there are some dark areas of the ARMY which I'm not suppose to say. So if you want to know, ASK ME. I will gladly spill the beans.
What is more amazing is what November brought about so far. In just a mere 5 days, I have seen people going through the roughest time of their lives and also unveil some what the true nature of people you call 'Friends'.
It all happened one day when I was doing duty with Royston, a guy in NS whom I can connect to quite well. In fact there's quite a handful. Haha. So we were just talking about random stuff and then suddenly another friend JK came down to our area. We were stunned. He said he just broke up. A girlfriend of 3 years. A relationship that everyone thought could last. A future they discussed so far even towards marriage. A bomb so big, HE BROKE DOWN. The reason : She can't commit. Just 2 weeks ago, another guy also broke up with his girlfriend, same reason. That got me thinking. How can girls just say they can't commit when it's always the guys (who we thought) had the 'roving eyes' ? Is it about the freedom of flirt? Is it the pain of being tied down? Is it the minimal possessive attitude that even a boyfriend is not entitled to? What's more, she's overseas, it all happened through a phone call. Now, this reminds me of another relationship where it ended with both parties in different lands, only it ended through an email. Does it ring a bell, Liesel? The funny thing in this entire serious relationship is that, she's gotten herself another guy already. She said, ' I'm not serious about him, I just want something new.' The contradicting statement that lead us to wonder why she stayed with that friend of mine for 3 years.
So the close friends were all trying to cheer him up as his depressed state is infectious. And we just went Kbox last night(remind me why I stopped going there? It was so much fun! And damn, he can SING!) It was ballads of sad and emo songs, one after another. He was close to tears every now and then. Even though the room was dark, the shimmer in his eyes can't be wrong. So I would like to know girls better, understand how they think, just when I thought I had grasped the concept, it changed again. So please, if any of you out there can tell me the reason, maybe I can enlighten that friend of mine and put him out of his misery. Thanks.
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