::ME::
In a place of voidness, I need colours. Blue, Red, Green.
May the colours tell of a story that will not let me regret.
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Sunday, September 6, 2009
This is going to be a hate post.
It was a fine SUNDAY. Rainy morning, nice cool temperature for one to be out. Yet this day has to be destroyed by someone I live with.
We decided to go have dinner outside, BUFFET style. Then my brother had to go 'WL, now then say. I need to study finish one more chapter. I have exams for the next 3 days.' At that point, there was exactly 3 hours to our time of departure. I wonder how long he'll take to finish that extra chapter. Also given that he's quite smart to begin with, it shouldn't have mattered whether he studied that chapter. That is provided that all the tall tales he's been telling me were true, of him acing tests that he never really studied for. We tried to convince him that he can study somemore at night. But no, he didn't give any leeway. He said he must score well, even though it's just a prelim and that he has the mindset of an elitist, LOSING IS NOT AN OPTION. He wants to maintain his position of 4th in class. If not, he'll feel ultimate embarrassment with the fear of being stigmatised as a LOSER for even dropping one mark for his overall grades. Such fierce competition in his class and I wonder why he does not even has the mental courage to step out of the house for a DINNER.
And just about 5 minutes ago, the dinner was called off. My parents went out to eat and having my hopes dashed, I have no energy to even move 2 steps and give him a tight slap(I believe slapping a guy is ultimate embarrassment, not losing your position in class). So I'm surviving on some snacks at home having built up the hunger for the supposedly buffet dinner. And guess wad, the sarcarsm hadn't end. He went on to say 'Wah, I was just taking photos of my notes so that I can go there read on my handphone. Now I have to delete all of them.' Tell me, what should I do?
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