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In a place of voidness, I need colours. Blue, Red, Green.
May the colours tell of a story that will not let me regret.
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Sunday, April 26, 2009
I thought I couldn't make it. It was tough, mentally and physically. I had 2 attacks somemore and it didn't make me any stronger everytime I overcame it. It started out bad, with negative comments from the very pillar of support we thought we had. Then it became better as the exercise were done with ease. As I have always mentioned, I am lucky to get such understanding superiors who did not take any chance to punish us at all. But near the end, is where complications arised. Complications with my health. An unknown attack, unknown reason, unknown source. What happened? Why did it happen? What will it become? I hope it's not something serious. Or it might get into something so serious my status becomes lowered and I will land in my dream unit!
It's going to be labour day soon! A long weekend that I need to recuperate. Yes, it might not have been so tough physically, but mentally, it drained me. I just hope I get extra training and not guard duty. Oh well... It's going to be june soon! POP POP POP POP POP!!! I can't wait man. HALFWAY THROUGH ALREADY!!! After labour day, there's no more holiday le lah. SIAN! Shall try to survive the rest in one piece. By the way, for field camp, I lost damn lot of blood. Not from injury but to the insects. SAND FLIES! Freakingly disgusting vile creatures of the night. so small yet leave such big itchy bumps that will take 2 weeks to heal! Imagine an itch all over your body for 2 whole weeks! I can just die from the itch! I have COUNTLESS BITES. Some in cluster, some form a line, some form shapes. I have a diamond on my leg!
Sorry, took 5 minutes to scratch my entire body before I continued typing.
I want to do so much. Army restricts my freedom. Haiz. Too tired to post anything more le. In fact, I don't really know what's happening on the outside world now. All I know is, TEKONG. Like the fatalities and such. HAHA.
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