::ME::
In a place of voidness, I need colours. Blue, Red, Green.
May the colours tell of a story that will not let me regret.
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Sunday, September 21, 2008
When They Clash.
Sometimes, human thoughts and actions do not complement each other. At a certain point of time, one might feel a strong sense of resentment and restriction yet the body nods readily and proceed with the unintended action. Is this another one of nature's mysteries? With the evolved intelligence that Mother Nature has bestowed upon us, comes along much more applications of the human body and mind, not to mention the complications too.
Why would scientists find out that the usage of our over sized brain is only 10% and yet we can do nothing to expand it? A more straightforward question will be why only 10%? Each individual is quite different, does it mean each person's allocated '10%' is different too? What about out of the world talents? Such as psychic and telekinesis? With the knowledge that there is still room for our brain to evolve, greater limits are set and we are push further up the evolution ladder, yet down to the end of the Earth. Ok, I side-tracked quite a bit. Haha.
As I was going to say, about how our actions and thinking contradict. This is a skill in which we pick up due to our intelligence. I don't think we will see animals doing what they don't want to without any reason, unless they have a certain level of intelligence comparable to us. The reasons for the opposite action that is unreflective of our thought are plentiful. In view of certain moral values or characteristics of a person, it is infused within their lifestyle to do so. Of course such things happen to me too. And I do admit, there are lots of times I reflect upon my 'action' and questioned myself on why didn't I act as intended. One of my reason will be to not create more problems and to simplify matters in a mannered and civilized way. And yet these methods do not favour me in any way. Another problem that is closely related will be the selfishness of oneself. As many many many wise sayings goes; you cannot pacify all the people in the world. And to many, the most important person is themselves. Not all the time, but it is present in everyone of us. And so I suddenly remembered these acts of selfishness that happened to me and I do realised it's not their fault, it's human nature.
Upon another matter, there are certain people that have walked into my life and now they have disappeared. Maybe they left a footprint, or some evidence but all these are embedded in memories. I remembered some fun times I shared with all these people in the past. But now, the distance and relationship we are in shows no hint of such incidents ever happening at all. People change, so do feelings. Once we talked, we laughed, we shared. Yet now our paths have never crossed. Will things be different if I had known you better? Will things be different if we spent more time together? Maybe. It isn't that I miss them or so, but the thought of losing a potential friend is saddening.
Ok this post is abit long. There's school tomorrow and we'll get to know how well we did for prelims. I am crossing my fingers for some papers and going to shut both eyes for a certain subject. Let's all just do well at the last hurdle. =D
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