::ME::
In a place of voidness, I need colours. Blue, Red, Green.
May the colours tell of a story that will not let me regret.
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Tuesday, September 30, 2008
I didn't plan this.
Timetable is useful to a certain extent. Discuss.
This is my first ever timetable that I set for my own benefit and I TRIED to follow. Well, seeing how I have half the work done, it's pretty efficient! 0.5 round up = 1!!! Haha. At least I did something and didn't really waste my day. =D
Just saw in the news, a(nother) NS guy just died, without any known cause(as of yet). He was awarded the PES A fitness grade. Mind you, that's a grade for COMMANDOS and such. Being healthy and physically fit, he died without saying his last goodbye to family and friends. His last moments, doing push-ups and other exercises. That's kinda sad right. Not knowing how/why you died, especially the WHEN. Let's just assume, that he was like the other physically fit people who had died this year for no apparent reason, only to be concluded that it was heart failure, not that they had ailing hearts in the first place. For these people who were training their hearts for major activities, to suddenly die just because the heart gave up on them, I feel sorry for them. That's as if I were to eat a lot of rich food and then to die of high cholesterol! Ok that's not really a good analogy but you get my point.
I hope this isn't karma but to tell the truth, when 2 NS guys died earlier this year, I gave a thought/hope there was a third death. Ok ok. I feel super guilty now that I said that. Hopefully I don't get bad karma. I didn't really asked for a death. Shit. I must do good deeds daily!!! To offset the sin... Man. I didn't plan for it.
I do hope he rests in peace, not just him but all the other people who had died due to some unknown cause. And I just heard from my friend that a guy from his gym commited suicide due to depression. In fact, the guy already wrote a suicide note 10 years ago. Please please do not let death be an escape route you'll ever take. Nothing beats living another day to feel the love and joy in life.
When they asked if you were prepared to die for the country, I didn't expect to die while preparing.
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