Wednesday, August 20, 2008
SINNED

Ok. This is not what it seems in the picture but there's a link. Well, almost three times a day I commit the sin shown above, so that's the norm. The sin I just committed is one of GREED. Remember Sin Junction?!?! Eastpoint is 1 too! This sin I shan't explain will cause my downfall if I am unable to resist it. Who else could led me to sin, choon tee. Of all things to do, she shot my weakness to cheapness and thus my defences fell. Submitted myself to the temptation of the devil, I committed the sin. And hopefully, the little angel in my heart is able to maintain that speck of purity until the major event is over. Resisting the urge to open the door and submerge myself into darkness.
I love my class, in such a way that we are united to a certain extent, especially in ponning lessons and school. Can this conclude that no one in our class belongs to the JC-LIFE people?! It's hard to believe but results have shown that in a way, maybe, we really aren't suppose to be there. What a time for me to say this when the BIG A is so near. Just a thought, not that I'm giving up. The point is, not only the pupil, but also the TEACHER!!! Our CT, has given us the leeway to apply for leave! Even when we know the difficulties and situations we give her, most of us still tried their luck and submit their applications. The kind and motherly nature of hers has thus overtook her own selfishness and mind to let us off for the week. She has thus earned MORE respect and honour from the few appreciative pupils. All these words are truly from the bottom of my heart and I think she's much better than the last.
Speaking from a third person's point of view in light of some matters, has allowed me to reflect upon my words and actions. Sometimes people say the third party's words is the truth as parties involved in the problem can't really see the BIG PICTURE. But then again, the third party must also have the experience and knowledge to truly, speak the truth. With the meagre and non-existent experience I have, I guiltily take back my words for what I said does not reflect what I think, but more of what I blatantly came up with. Always trying to give the perfect answer isn't really perfect after all, to either parties. Words of 'wisdom' sometimes hides underneath, deception and ignorance. Having learnt my mistake, I shall always remind myself to think before I speak. And thus, I hope the someone who might know very well, will thus let this pass and do not take my words into concern.
Sometimes, bitchiness is a form of truthfulness. Putting relationship asides, you and I are just 2 different people.
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