So I already know some of my results. Mixed reactions. Needless to say, it's almost the same for promos last year. People feel that the fruits of the efforts are not as sweet as it should be. Whereas there are who didn't expect the sweet succes to be at their lips. For me, there are some here and there but mostly, I know what I should get. One can say I'm too eay-going, or maybe my expectations of myself is just too low, too low for a JC student who expects a few As in their final resut slip. Yet, I know myself the best. Effort-wise, I have no doubt. I did not put in much. Thus I cannot expect the results to be sweet too. Moderately will be enough.

I have a few comments on what I have seen these past few years on students who are getting results. Of course, I too have applied those advice on myself, thus I am being so satisfied with my results,despite it being a failure. Firstly, I always ask myself. Do I deserve this, TRUELY? More often than not, I do. Because I know what I have done. Because I reflect on the attention and focus I spent. Because I know this is what I should be able to get. Say for chem paper. I would say I put in the most effort for it in comparison to other subjects, yet it is not to the extent of getting a pass. But the result I get is below my expectation. I question myself. As hard it is for others to believe, there is always a factor on the difficulty of the paper. Ok, I should stop now. I do not want people to start staring at me in school. Haha.

On the other note my sea mokeys grew a little bit. Btu there seem to be some missing though. LOL. But there is this ugly greenish layer of algae at the bottom of the tank. So yucky. I shall wait and see how it goes. Haha. Oh and I knida 'influenced' Soo Hwee'ssister to buy Sea monkeys too! Haha. Sea monkey is very fun! It's like a small stepping stone to getting my own AQUARIUM! Haha.

Sometimes, when I walk out of home, into this certain area which I have to go through before reaching East Point, I will stop. And look at the sky. Only after my trip in Perth than I realised that the sky is very beautiful. Dispite raining or sunny. The patterns are the great works of Nature. The clouds are so fluffy and soft. It is unattainable beauty. But can only be captured in photographs. Despite being in different countries, the sky looks the same as it is the one and only. It is how you look at it. Set your imagination at work and you be able to see the silver lining.

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