::ME::
In a place of voidness, I need colours. Blue, Red, Green.
May the colours tell of a story that will not let me regret.
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Thursday, November 15, 2007
Isn't That Nice?
Well I didn't attend class chalet. I can't deny the fact that I lost the 'feel'. I can't deny the fact that I signed up for the J1 bash purposely. I can't deny the fact that I did not want to go in the first place.
They had fun. Or so they said, or so I think. The not so enthu ones didn't go. While the enthu ones well, you guessed it - stayed. Isn't it nice when the detached group do not try to mingle back into the entire community? Or else, the community have to make them feel......involved. I often believe, if there's no notion of becoming one, reuniting again, then I do not see the need to. Maybe a smile, a wave, a gesture will fulfil the need to acknowledge one another. However, there's no need to involve them in any of the community's actions when they don't feel like it. And then there's less work for the community as well, to try and involve the detached group. Isn't that nice? Not to worry about others and just have fun with the bunch?
Soo Hwee is going off to Thailand in around 14 hours. I will miss her. I guess the 'usuals' will. Somehow, it reminds me of the people I will miss when I go off to perth? I haven really missed people. I guess I can just live in my own world? I hope not. I missed in fact I don't call it 'miss'. In fact, I would call them hope. I hope to get together with the drama gang. I hope to have more outings with the 4 of us. I hope to be able to see them sooner. I hope to not waste any of my time during the holidays. That's a lot of hopes. Which reminds me of the story - Pandora's Box. Haha. It's interesting, go read up on it.
Going to Perth may then make me understand the feelings my brother felt. He misses Auastralia, even till now. He wants to live there as well (I would say good riddance). Maybe I might get the same feeling? It's a new sensation afterall. I'm already excited by the long flight. Haha.
I can't believe I decline the $500!!! I even told them $300 is more than enough! Oh well, they also expect me not to use so much money afterall. and my mum has already told me what to buy.....
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