::ME::
In a place of voidness, I need colours. Blue, Red, Green.
May the colours tell of a story that will not let me regret.
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Thursday, August 9, 2007
MiXeD
I was looking forward to relaxing for the weekend and then I realised, there's a lot of work to be done even for the few days of "rests". And I'm not sure whether to be glad for the holiday or to be sad for the lack of school time. Nonetheless, a lot of stuff happened in JC life, stuff that I hate. Haha.
On Wednesday, supposed to be a joyous occasion to celebrate S'pore's BIRTHDAY. Throughout the celebration, there can be said to be no life people aren't standing up, clapping is like a normal thing and the CCAs are just showcasing some of their talents yet I must say, I was quite disappointed with the drama parts. Glad I did not join EDS here. Haha. Reminded of CCHMS days where classes will have started forming human chains running around the school hall. Remembered the place, not the people. Remembered the games, not the lessons. Remembered them, not them. One more thing, the stupid econs teacher decided to hold a test right after the celebrations. A 2 hours full length paper! A waste of time seriously. Students started talking and discussing answers and not to mention, my class started eating! The teacher also can't be bothered and so those who has 'finished' or mainly given up, can hand in and leave. Once announced, more than half the cohort was done with the test.
And after that, the girls were cam-whoring with my camera and took lots of pictures in different poses(which reminds me to upload them into my com). 10 of us went to Fish & Co. Glasshouse to eat at dhoby ghaut. Being a suaku, I thought nothing of it until I saw the place. It is so special! Was surprised the other 2 guys went too. We had fun of course. But people had other appointments and had to go, unlike me, which I don't think I have a life. Stayed on, not interested in anything much, walked for very long. Tired and I must say, I slept a lot. Let's say 7.30 pm - 8.30 am. Hibernating. Haha.
Today is National Day! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!! Went to eat DIM SUM BUFFET. Loved the place. Dragon Gate Restaurant. It's quite cheap too. And with my appetite, let's just say I ate what my money's worth. Haha.And then I came home, no life again. Wasted another day, watched some anime and slacked. I feel like sleeping again. WHY?
I felt pain, in my heart. I do not know why, or maybe I do but I don't want to know. It's a darkness even I fear, yet it's within me right here. Why? I see no reason. But it has been there ever since the day the thing started. Anytime, anywhere but not anyone. Just you and you alone. Maybe it's me. Maybe, I just didn't belong, here, there, everywhere. Even if it is, I do not want to admit it, I'll never admit it. But 1 day, reality will catch up, I'm sure. One day, an end has to be done, an end as a last resort. Maybe it really helps to end problems not just running away from it. The last string to pull is always the easiest.
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