::ME::
In a place of voidness, I need colours. Blue, Red, Green.
May the colours tell of a story that will not let me regret.
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Thursday, June 28, 2007
Well well. First day of freedom and I wondered when will school start. It's so boring at home - alone. But the fact that my fellow peers are still struggling for their academics in school provides a 'kick' for me to enjoy yet, the BORING day. Not that I'm sadisic or what but it's more of a self-assurance thing. Haha.
I know it's not his fault that care and concern are drowning him everyday. Yet the showers of love he gets is able to wash off any bad name or habits he has, even cleaner that The Yellow River(it's a chinese idiom). But I think he doesnt really deserves anything that she gave. Unappreciative, uncaring, ignorant, and etc etc etc. Actually since I've put up with this for years, I may as well continue for THE REST OF MY LIFE. But the fact that sometimes it's me who SARCRIFICE doesn't make the 'deal' worthwhile.
Upon dinner at Century Square, we(dad, mum and ME) sneaked into Metros (cause it's a 'only members sale') through the EXIT. Haha. We bought lots of stuff mainly a black lugage bag(reminds me of Spiderman III) and finally, a backpack for myself. It is notebook compaitible too. So we spent over $200 and saved..... erm some money. =)
Somehow I realised that no matter what happens, given 2 sides to everything, you can't possibly only get 1 side everytime. Even when I saw some black shades today, the day still ended with some rays shining through and thus reminded me that I strayed too far from the path that I have chosen and should follow. Therefore, to all pessimists out there, when you think you already see enough darknes in your life, find the light, the joy, your life as what it should be.
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